It started a few weeks prior to our arrival. We were listening to a new release from Jonathan David Helser, and his song, Endless Ocean, captured me. If there ever was a time to just lie down and let God wash over me, it was this year. This year was especially difficult, with many losses, especially the loss of my dad. Along with those losses were disappointments, hope-deferred, loneliness, and a sense of abandonment from God. This year, the song Endless Ocean was my means to surrender once again and let His love wash over me.
But, it wasn’t exactly His love that began capturing me, it was His AFFECTION. The chorus repeats over and over,
“You are an endless ocean, bottomless sea.
There’s no end to the affection you have for me.”
And as I was sitting on the beach, watching the waves keep coming and coming and coming . . . as one would end as a gentle touch on the beach, another several feet out would rise up—and another—and then another. And with every wave coming toward me, I could hear the words of the Father—“There is no end to the affection I have for you.” It still keeps coming. It keeps forming. It keeps reaching out to me on the shore. All I can see on the horizon are more waves. Endless. Never stopping. Never ending. Unfathomable. He is drawing me—inviting me—to embrace His affection for me, even on my worst day. Even when the heavens are brass, even when life makes no sense, even when I give up—even then, there is no end to the affection He has for me.
Upon leaving the island, I will still have unanswered questions. I will still have my wrestlings with God over life and love and hurt and darkness and death. But I am choosing to relax in His affection—affection that will never wane. Not now. Not ever. An endless ocean of affection. A bottomless sea of His love.
Just relax in His mystery. Just rest. Another wave is on its way
. . . and look, there’s another . . . and another . . . and another. Just relax and rest in Him.
PRAYER: Read this prayer either out loud or in a whisper to yourself:
I am accepted. I am accepted. I am accepted by You who is greater than me. I will not try to do anything now. I will not seek for anything, or perform anything, or intend anything. I simply accept the fact that I am accepted by You, Father. And right now, experiencing that grace and resting in You is enough. Amen.
(Taken from our latest book, “Loving God, Loving Myself”).
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